March 2012
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really, really struggling
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Haven’t had a meal since mid Tuesday afternoon. Didn’t eat at all yesterday. Didn’t sleep one little bit last night, and ate 1 medium banana and maybe 1/4 greek yogurt this morning @ around 8 am. Now I’m about to go work an 8 hour shift at work.. hopefully I don’t pass out or something .. but I just can’t bring myself to eat ):
I kinda wanna scream fuck you to...
February 2012
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fasting today, why ? because I’m a fat fucking fuck
Got my lab results in the mail..
My thyroid is abnormal .. and she want’s me to schedule an appt with her to talk. What the hell could be wrong ? ):
Anonymous asked: I know, love, but remember, YOU have control, not your ED. If you feel like you should eat, eat. Don't listen to the voice telling you it's not ok.
samanthabowers asked: I am proud of you for not purging, that is absolutely amazing <33 you should eat something tomorrow, too. give your body nutrients !!
Anonymous asked: If I knew how to help you I would but if it makes you feel any better, I'm EXACTLY in the same boat you are in right now.
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I can’t decide whether or not I should not eat at all tomorrow, or eat an apple cinnamon chobani yogurt for breakfast and maybe a mini orange at about 4.
I ate pizza, and ice cream cake, and chocolate but I didn’t purge .. I’m proud of myself for not throwing up, but mad at myself because I’m going to gain about 3 lbs and I’m gonna want to shoot myself in the...
